I remember when I spent a lot of time in hospitals because I was sick and fighting Aids. I regret this period of great pain and struggle. In our culture, when you enter a church and smell the incense, and look at the paintings, we feel all of this beauty inside of us, but also the perversity, confinement, fears, paranoia, frustration, sin, torture, massacres, we carry all of this history inside of us. The story of this Christ. But if he had never existed, this Christ? And if he had just been a man who simply asked questions about why we were here? I want to do the Gospels. I want to stage the Gospels.